hyello gamyers

time flew by so quick i didn't even realized my last post is nearly a year old so uh, hi hello im in fact alive (and my ceiling have yet to collapse on me in my sleep. great success)

to summarize this year for me so far: hooo boy i have been SLACKING my ass off over here. despite my attempts of improving my art last year, this year my 2025 folder for finished art has, and i shit you not: 0 content. In fact I have YET to make a folder for it, that's how much 0 we are talking.

i am in this this weird state where like, I have a creative mind and a great urge to show people all the shit i have stored in my brain especially when I feel inspired. but at the same time i absolutely dread at actually making them into reality. drawing is simply not fun for me anymore, hell it feels annoying even. Which makes it hard for me to finish any work let alone even practice or doodle. I tried other art forms, like writing or music production. but it kinda leads to the same spot after the whole feeling of "wow this is so new to me and cool!" goes away.

anyways for those actually reading this, if you're an artist of any kind, i'd probably would like some advice. how do you do it? like what kind of black magic ritual do you have to cast and how many souls must i sacrifice to enjoy creating stuff again, or at very least like, not /hate/ the process of creating something. if anybody got a clue lemme know cause im out of ideas.

otherwise uhh

ye.